Thursday, March 29, 2007

Getting ready

Well, I'm getting ready to go on the women's reatreat tomorrow. It feels strange to pack again. I really haven't been anywhere in almost two years. I think my last venture out of state was Hilton Head Island two summers ago. Anyway, I'm trying to get all my junk together and finish up some stuff around the house.

I know I'll be okay...I know Matthew and James will be okay, but I really dread leaving them (even for a couple of nights). I've never spent the night away from my little one since he was discharged. (Okay, so that's not totally true considering my surgery last summer, but I didn't know in advance I would have to stay overnight so it doesn't really I was too drugged up to know I wasn't at home.)

Okay...the point I'm trying to make is that while I'm excited about the retreat, I'm not excited about retreating from Matthew or even James.

On another note, I'm not happy that Chris was voted off American Idol last night. I loved his voice, his personality, and the fact that he didn't fit their cookie cutter mold. I guess I should have spent my time voting and not doing laundry.

I guess my lunch is almost over.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

(Warning, this may be considered TMI)

You've been warned...

I really must be going crazy. This is the second day in a row that I have gone all day long....

with my undies inside out....Aghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need some help.

New Blog...previously posted pics

So, um, you may have seen most of these, but here are a couple of random pics. You can always view more at

Our Matthew

Me and the James

A New Page (just for me)

The stinking firewall at work has forced me to be creative when it comes to typing my random frustrations for the world to see. I'm still pissed about the fact that I can't myspace at work, but this will have to do. As previously mentioned in my myspace blog, it never caused me to fall behind on my work. It wasn't hurting anyone for me to myspace during my lunch.

Anywho, I'm not sure how safe this one is...can I really say what I want to say here? Someone I know will find out about it and it will result in hurt feelings. I guess that goes back to the whole "if you can't say anything nice" bit, but I feel like I need to say it to someone. There are plenty of people, caring and sweet people, who are driving me insane right now. I feel like I'm going to explode. There's NOTHING I can do about it. That's the sucky part. There is no way to say, "Get off of me" without sending these people away in tears...catastrophic tears...Montague and Capulet-style tears...

Anyway, that's about all I can say. Just know that I really feel like I'm about to jump off the deep end. Maybe I need a shrink. I could probably talk to one of them without hurting feelings. I guess I'm just too nice...

I'm still the most blessed person I know... I love my little Bear....I love my hubby....